Sometimes ... we all need a break.
I left NorthStar's Facebook Group. For lots of reasons. One big one being that I don't fit in there.
Right now I'm struggling with who I am. I don't know what I want.
I saw a Tarot Card reader today just for fun. He reads auras and energies. He said I need to let go of what others think of me in order for me to really become who I am. He said that with the adoption, I will be giving people in my life a gift to be able to transcend themselves to become more consistent with God-like ideas by accepting me and my child.
He said I should let my feminine energies out---allowing me to trust my intuition and use my creative sides.
I liked what he had to say. I'd never have gone but a friend of mine invited me. And I'd do anything with him if he asked.