Ever have one of those days where you feel completely unattractive and gross?
Today was that day.
Normally I'm quite content with my appearance. But today I felt very unattractive. It was very hard for me to sit and analyze my appearance and all the things about it I didn't like... all the while getting depressed over it.
I guess the last month or two I haven't been feeling very attractive. I don't get compliments like I used to when I'd get all dressed up for things. I don't know why but I don't get compliments as much... maybe because I've stopped putting so much thought into my clothes or maybe I don't hang around those who find me attractive... or maybe people just aren't quick with saying how nice people look anymore. I don't know. But its nice every so often to be told something nice about how you look.
I'm feeling okay now. I think its been a very trying day... I haven't been sleeping very well. I should go to bed.
I know its stupid to be depressed when I am so blessed in other things.
I really wish I had someone around to give me a hug tonight.
Another day begins tomorrow. And maybe I'll finish the work I was supposed to do today.