Monday, January 17, 2011


Life sucks right now. I'm completely disappointed in where I am financially, church-wise, etc.

I haven't been super active lately. When I go to church, no one talks to me. Literally, I have been there all day without so much as a Hello. I sit alone. I don't see much point in going.

I didn't get the job I wanted with the church. Another strike against me being active.

I am in serious debts without any means to get out of it. I'm behind on all my work and therefore screwed. S-C-R-E-W-E-D.

I actually kind of want to die, disappear, or have a new life.

If my financial situation doesn't improve, I might just move back home and find another job. I'm tired of being poor.