I'm not really happy at now. I feel completely overwhelmed with the stresses of life... having to work, save money, deal with everyone's stresses who are in my life, etc.
I cannot do everything or be everything which people want from me. I realize that. However, I wish that just once I could feel like I was getting a break in life---that things were going really good and I wasn't stressed. Right now, I just feel stress creeping up on me all the time. I'm tired and feel so alone in my struggles.
And yes, I realize that there are others who deal with what I deal with---however, that doesn't offer me much comfort.
It feels exhausting to live like this.