I hate stress. Sometimes I wonder if I need to cut back on the stress in my life---working less---to make my life more enjoyable. It might mean pushing back some of my goals but it might be worth it in the long run.
I just want to be a dad so badly right now. I miss being around children. I don't think its asking for much to want to be a father. I'm sure if I was straight, I'd be married with children by now. I guess I just feel a little resentful for those who have children and don't appreciate them the way that I do.
I'm too tired all the time. I think I need a rest.