I don't like being alone---I like being around people in general. Not a big people person but I don't like being alone.
However, I don't like feeling alone either. In fact, feeling alone is worse because usually it happens in large groups of people. A guy in my ward started talking to me yesterday and I couldn't even be bothered to go into much of a conversation. I assume, already, before even talking to him that he and I will not be friends.
Something is wrong in my head.
Right now I feel a little alone. I'm on my way to work. Hopefully the feeling will pass.
I've not really had any messages from Northstar people about my not being there. I wonder if my absence is even being noted by anyone? Weird.
I think I need to try a little harder to make friends in my ward since I was asked two more times on Sunday if I was new. And I've been in the ward since it was established.