OCD and Stress

For me, being obsessive compulsive and having stress do not work. At all. Since I obsess over every little detail in my life.

For the past week, I haven't been able to sleep. I need a new mattress. I am waiting for a check from a client in order to pay for it. My back really kills every night from waking up in horrible positions. Honestly. It is hell to go to bed.

And then to top it off, I have my big test on Saturday. And still client work to do. I don't know when I'll be able to finish it all. I have to plan it out, I guess, and figure out which client work I can finish and what I cannot... and then go from there. It really sucks.

Adding to the stress, I wonder if I'm cut out for the church in the long run. Its funny because I'd feel so much more free with discussing my adoption plans if I wasn't active in the church. It would screw with my career plans, in a sense, but not necessarily long-term. Since I'm a temp (aka slave) so it wouldn't matter anyway. I am unemployed once November comes around.

I'm just stressed and need to blow off some steam. Anyone have any ideas? I need a sauna, spa, massage and facial. Never had one before but the fluffy robes would be nice.