I don't think my life is ever going to get normal, honestly. I'll always have something which is pseudo-normal. I'll still get dressed in the same clothes, still go to the same job (maybe) and I'll still always be fighting to stay on top of my life before the next bit of stress attacks me again.
That is no way to live.
I need to figure out a way to find some balance or I will go insane.
I almost hit a truck today while driving to work. Totally my fault. Didn't see it at all.
Don't even think anyone's noticed I've left NorthStar. Probably for the best. Since I didn't want to make a spectacle of it.
I'm so tired. I woke up at 8 AM or close to it and I have been dreaming about getting sleep since then. My eyes are bloodshot because of stress and a lack of sleep. Eye-drops only do so much.
Kind of want to curl up and not wake up.