I love sad love songs sometimes.
Yesterday I learned a friend of mine was dating someone. As I was texting her, I realized I love to hear when friends of mine are happy and dating someone. Its weird because this used to depress me tremendously---not having someone "Special."
I sometimes miss having someone to hold or someone to send romantic things to.
I like to sit and listen to Joni Mitchell songs alone. Just when I want to reflect.
I really need to start exercising. I am getting fatter by the second. And I am getting older everyday which means my metabolism is slowly going to fale me.
Sometimes I just want someone to hold or to have someone hold me.
I have a double bed and no one to share it besides a stuffed toy friend which was a gift from another Moho. He's the only person who shares my bed.
I think I need a dog.
4 comments:
awwww :)
I totally understand. I'm always so happy for my friends when they are in good, healthy relationships.
I also understand the need to hold/be held. I'm a very physical person, so when there's a lack of that in my life I feel a definite void. An empty bed is a sad thing. The empty side of my bed is occupied by a body pillow and stuffed monkey.
David, why don't you have a blog? You're one of my few readers and thought it would be nice to read yours.
And Annabelle, mine is a stuffed monkey too. He is my live-in lover. Very cute little guy. I even named him too.
Sappy love songs late at night are sometimes very therapeutic. :)
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