Sad Love Songs

I love sad love songs sometimes.

Yesterday I learned a friend of mine was dating someone. As I was texting her, I realized I love to hear when friends of mine are happy and dating someone. Its weird because this used to depress me tremendously---not having someone "Special."

I sometimes miss having someone to hold or someone to send romantic things to.

I like to sit and listen to Joni Mitchell songs alone. Just when I want to reflect.

I really need to start exercising. I am getting fatter by the second. And I am getting older everyday which means my metabolism is slowly going to fale me.

Sometimes I just want someone to hold or to have someone hold me.

I have a double bed and no one to share it besides a stuffed toy friend which was a gift from another Moho. He's the only person who shares my bed.

I think I need a dog.