I just went to my third annual Evergreen Conference. It was a little sad for me because this year was my first year that I went alone... my mom wasn't there to support me. And it was a little lonely. Granted, I knew people there. But it still felt lonely at times. I wasn't really myself the first day. Second day, I was much better. Much more relaxed. Myself. Normal. I don't know if anyone noticed the whole thing about me being uncomfortable and not myself but still... I felt it.
This year's conference made me want to do better---to be better---and to try harder.
I still don't know if I will ever get married but I guess it doesn't matter. The point is that I'm generally quite happy. Except for occasionally when I'm sad and want a hug. But who doesn't love a hug from a friend---especially if he's cute? :)