My job has changed considerably. I don't have completely steady employment right now but I am doing my best to stay afloat. I have more or less decided to keep with the church even if I might not be the strictest of members. During the last few months, I considered leaving the church---but that was partially because there were hopes of a different kind of future for me... one where I didn't feel like I was alone and fighting people over the church anymore. Its not panned out as I had planned. Or Hoped.
So instead, I'm decided to stick around.
I don't know what the future will hold for me.
I have bought four books on adoption. One is about toddler adoption. I'm excited to continue reading these books. They are good motivations for me.