Monday, January 17, 2011

Sucks

Life sucks right now. I'm completely disappointed in where I am financially, church-wise, etc.

I haven't been super active lately. When I go to church, no one talks to me. Literally, I have been there all day without so much as a Hello. I sit alone. I don't see much point in going.

I didn't get the job I wanted with the church. Another strike against me being active.

I am in serious debts without any means to get out of it. I'm behind on all my work and therefore screwed. S-C-R-E-W-E-D.

I actually kind of want to die, disappear, or have a new life.

If my financial situation doesn't improve, I might just move back home and find another job. I'm tired of being poor.

3 comments:

Ned said...

I'm sorry to hear that your life ain't so happy right now. For what it is worth, I can recommend a book on careers, job hunting, job changing, etc. It is What Color is Your Parachute. Most libraries have a copy or two. Heres's what Amazon says about it:
http://www.amazon.com/What-Color-Your-Parachute-2011/dp/158008270X/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1295319821&sr=8-1
Good luck!

FindingMyWay said...

Hang in there!!

Chantelle said...

Hi, I just found your blog randomly when I was searching something else on google and I find it great. I hope it's ok if I 'follow' you. If not, that's cool, you can remove me or ask me to remove myself! :) (PS. Hang in there, things will always get better!) :)